If it's one thing I hate about not eating, it's the shakiness. I can NOT function right now; my muscles are all over the place....well, not really, actually. It's more like a light-headed, gonna-faint feeling. It's aggravating enough to make me eat...but I'll feel too sick if I eat. Food is seriously grossing me out right now. Maybe it's because I dissected a fetal pig today in cell biology lab. I dunno...

Going to the psychiatrist on Thursday. Not for eating, though. Oh no, Dr. N will never learn about that. I've been going since I was fourteen for entirely different reasons. I guess you can say that my head is one big chemical mess. I trudged my way through high school sleeping in class, and sitting in corners, writing short stories in a notebook, et cetera blah blah. Teachers thought that I was lazy, didn't care and all that shit. When, in actuality, I was suffering from both severe depression and narcolepsy. Both disorders have run my life since puberty, and now I'm on 300mg of Effexor and 75mg of Provigil. Oh yeah, I also have chronic fatigue, but that's untreatable, which is lucky news for me. yeah, yeah, i know, "whoa is me" right? Well whatever, this is my journal, so I'm writing in it. Ah, that felt nice.

Mkay, I'm gonna try to sleep this shakiness off, now. Hopefully that pro-ana group will let me join...so then i can maybe get some tips on how to not be so damn shakyyyyy 

Title: Lithium and a Lover
Pairing: Drarry
Rating: PG...?
Warning(s): Slash, if that's a warning
Notes: This is just a rough lineart, which is rather old, as well. Anybody wanna color it???

my first entry ever anywhere...! it's in fringeart!
http://community.livejournal.com/hp_fringeart/894801.html

ehh...there's a reason for my username